torsdag 6 oktober 2011

Lucifer Rising

I don’t believe in thinking, I don’t believe in that part of our mind at all. I don’t believe in politics, politics are the diaper on an incontinent world, it’s capable of making it a little bit better, but that is also everything it’s capable of doing. It won’t ever be able to really change anything, and that’s because politics is thinking. Our brain got in the way of our intelligence just like religion got in the way of God and Satan. You’re not supposed to think, thinking is nothing but doubting anyway, thinking divides our mind in two halves, two halves that’s constantly fighting each other.

Satan came up to Jesus on a great big hill somewhere in Galileen or where ever it might have been and said, if you are the son of God; jump of this cliff and prove it. Jesus calmly looked at Satan and said; what is there to prove?
And that’s my whole point, the second you start to think you’re lost already. Thinking will always be doubting, feeling will always be believing. Words will never be anything but symbols.
At first there was only God, perfect greatness in it’s very purest form. But since God is nothing but final perfection he needed to get separated in two halves and work against himself to be able to create something physical, since everything in physical form is far from perfect. As he did this he became the Big Bang; the millisecond separation and reparation of God, the virgin birth of nature, the first heartbeat in a cosmic pulse that will continue to beat for all time. Right now we are just between the first and second heartbeat in the pulse, the universe is slowly starting to shrink right now so I guess we’re past halftime to the next beat; the Apocalypse. I sometimes experience the universe as a huge greyish clockwork that is just hovering in an endless gloomy vacuum ticking on for no reason, and that makes me feel small sad and scared to death, and when I get scared to death I think of The Demiurg Jahve, he was responsible for pinning down the human spirit to our bodies and by doing so he made us all wait until physical death before our spirits can be set free.

Death is life in it’s purest form, it’s our birth. Humans’ always feared birth way more than death, a child that is being born is a thousand times more afraid than on old man that is dying. So in that way I guess it all makes sense...
To maintain the cosmic balance you need to worship not only God and Jesus but also Satan and The Anti Christ. You cant have good without evil, good without evil would become insignificant. Let’s portray evil as a deep ancient well. A well that the “evil” people drinks from, the well will always be there but you will always have a choice not to drink from it, the choice not to be a part of evil, the choice not to distribute evil, not distributing evil does not make you good, it just makes you non evil. But as long as no one distributes evil it looses it’s power, a power that lacks love and therefor becomes aggression, so by choosing not to distribute you will also pacify aggression.

However, since evil has been there since God separated himself to create this universe you need to love evil with every other living energy and organism unconditionally, you need to love evil, but not evilness. And to do this you need to separate evilness from evil, and also goodness from good. God, Jesus, Satan and the Antichrist, they are all needed to maintain the balance. We are all born on planet earth as humans, where pleasure follows pain, people go insane, fly around in planes, pray that it wont rain, drive around in cars, get drunk in local bars, dream of being stars, listens to Devo etc. And therefor we choose to call our little limited part in time and space the “Universe”. We experience ourselves through our feelings and thoughts as something that is separated from the rest, and that is nothing but an optical delusion of our consciousness, at best. Widening our circles of compassion enough to include not only every living organism but also every spirit, ghost and demon is necessary to maintain the balance. Never become emotionally attached to man, woman, beast or child.

4 kommentarer:

  1. Looking good! I like your engine jig :-) Have you used a casting for the headstock? I have managed to obtain a 45 deg cast headstock but have yet to find anyone casting with more degrees (of freedom ;-)

    SvaraRadera
  2. that made me think. oops.

    SvaraRadera
  3. satan, that jokester and his bad handling worshippers invented the narrow springer, no?

    SvaraRadera